My bright, bubbly blue-eyed daughter lived for two decades on an addiction train before it crashed the final and last time six years ago today. I boarded that train with her hundreds of times to support, console, encourage, empower, love and heal during its journey into the light of rebirth and to the depths of emotional darkness.
The joys of improved well being was contagious and overflowed with hope and promise, only to be met face to face with the harsh reality of relapse.
Watching your child or loved one struggle with addiction is so terrifying that in some strange way I was practicing my own version of soulful self care and self preservation emotionally while remaining hopeful for her recovery. Many of the mystical, magical and mindful practices I implemented in my life during those decades when life was out of control for her somehow translated to finding peace, comfort and joy when none existed.
My dedication to seeking resilience with intentional living and my connection to the spirit world led to my expression of The Art of Soulful Inspired Living as I set out to reclaim healing in my own life and the lives I touch.
Upon her passing, my heart was shattered in a million pieces, and my world turned upside down yet I knew from personal experience that hearing from her in spirit was the only relief I could receive to ease my broken spirit.
I knew Crystal was fully aware of my ability to listen to the souls of those who had crossed over, and as far back as she could remember I would talk with her older sister, Jennifer.
The hours, days and years that have followed have provided immense comfort, compassion and confirmation that love and life continue on in afterlife communication and guidance from our loved ones.
They are always lovingly watching over us as we transform, heal and grow.
Nancy, I may know of someone who could use your spiritual help.
Let me know how she could contact you.
I truly never knew of your loss. I’m so sorry.
Patti